can i make it on my own

this is my question to you

you know how hard it is for me to make decisions

once again so alone

so afraid so unprepared for what life will throw my way

how will i handle it when it comes?

will you show up and save the day?

or is it over now and are you actually gone?

maybe that's what i wanted all along.  You know how we piss each other off sometimes

Now i talk alot of shit and only mean half

the truth is I am dying to hear you laugh

i need to be loved and can't do without

a hand to hold

a heart to wipeout

be true to yourself i always said

never take my own advice and end up in regret

open my mouth and never think

never realized that we were on the brink

thought you'd be there always by my side

look back now and understand, you were right

I would not have stayed either with the shit i did

deeper and deeper into my hole I slid

tryed to drag you down but you resisted

smart girl, always a step ahead of the competition

now you've moved on, found a new life

i've stayed in one place

preparing myself for the jacknife

i know it's coming but maybe i can fight it?

So Here I go, trying out this whole Blog thing.  I have to admit, it's a great idea.  Kind of makes me feel as if I'm really not that alone in this world! 

So a bit about me- 23 years old, from Montreal Canada.  Love music wich is a great segway into the fact that I am going to see Our Lady Peace in an up close and personal acoustic show in two days.  Pretty psyched.  They are not my favorite band or anything but damn they are good.  I love acoustic guitare.  I've been playing for about 6 years and must admit that I'm really not that bad. 

Big movie fan as well.  Another little segway into the fact that I watched Vampire Hunter D this weekend for the first time. Good fucking movie. If you haven't watched it as of yet, hunt it down. I am not a huge fan of the whole Japanese animation craze going around. To me "D" transcends that whole genre. It is a movie with actual coherent storylines and characters that will get you emotionally attached. Check it out peeps, you will not be disapointed. Well that's all for now. Peace